Blog post update August 2, Wednesday Biking update I biked to work today,. 5.5 miles. My rear fender rattled loose, and the bolt is too tight for fingers, so I’m going to grab a wrench when I wake up and deal with that. I had a lot of anxiety about riding my bike to work […]Read more "How I’m going to lose 30 pounds. This journal."
Major problem: other people’s habits affect me. They cling to me.
Major benefit: other people’s habits affect me. They boost me up.Read more "Why don’t I do things I enjoy?"
“Look how tough (weak!) I am. I get an ego boost for how much pain I can suffer.”Read more "The insidious loop"
This is a thoughtful excerpt. Or is it?Read more "Loyal readers, or at least casual noticers, hello."
In ethical philosophy, the study of what people should do, there’s this notion of first- and second-order desires. A first-order desire happens when a person wants something, whether explicitly (out loud) or implicitly (by their action): a person wants the pleasure and nutrition from eating a blueberry muffin. A person wants a paycheck. Needs that new first […]Read more "What do you want to want? A short primer on the power of philosophical self-development."
Transhumanism: How I got there. I always knew I was going to have to go to extreme measures to be a normal person in the world. I was raised without that core of love in me, the thing that draws one to people instead of repelling one from them. I had abandonment issues, ego issues, […]Read more "Transhuman(-ism?), Stanford, and me."
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Desire, and the self I read a lot. I won’t do this too often, but I wanted to write about the way I have come to think about the self. I think it might help as a lens to help people overcome their habits, in some way. It starts with…